Then A—! Why you always in the corner? It’s like you’re hiding! I’m shy. I’m just going. You just got here! It’s my lunchbreak. At 4! I’m strange

Then A—! Why you always in the corner? It’s like you’re hiding! I’m shy. I’m just going. You just got here! It’s my lunchbreak. At 4! I’m strange. What’s your sign? Scorpio. That’s why I like hiding in corners, I’m a scorpion. I’m Aquarius! WE are meant to be strange. Scorpio and Aquarius we belong together! Then grinned back at me over her shoulder as she walked off. I will always be fond of her for that.

—- straightaway danced to the Lemar song again! — was always smiling and looking all sexy and powerful on stage but every time I came out of toilet and saw her sitting at bar with some old bloke sitting talking to her she looked so empty and desolate

—- straightaway danced to the Lemar song again! — was always smiling and looking all sexy and powerful on stage but every time I came out of toilet and saw her sitting at bar with some old bloke sitting talking to her she looked so empty and desolate. Also there Tania, Helen, Victoria, Vicky before 7, Amanda before 7, Lena, Aline, Camilla. Lena dancing to Better in Time all night again. Woke up so depressed, but already I look forward to going back tonight! Wow! FA cup replays tonight. Should be some football on the screen! Will try again with —– next time I see her.
Vicky danced to Under Pressure–is that because of what I wrote in my letters?! And then was grinning back at one of the girls sitting down. —- was angry at me. Didn’t say excuse me the two times she had to get past at hatch as I got my first drink. Then as I stood at bar in my corner, she THREE TIMES in the space of sixty seconds just stuck her head round the corner to look at me.

Complete identity disintegration by the end of the day again, hate having to make phone calls in front of everyone. But I will get over that and rise above it to triumph the way I did at the hotel

Complete identity disintegration by the end of the day again, hate having to make phone calls in front of everyone.
But I will get over that, and rise above it, to triumph, the way I did at the hotel. Keep your nerve, and prove yourself.
Eurostar gave me an extra £356 for holiday pay!!! Which meant a final take home pay of £1400! But I had to leave, this job gives me so much freedom, to go drinking in middle of shift, when I feel like, to go back to Flying Scotsman all the time.
What did I say, every night is another adventure? How can I NOT go back to the Flying Scotsman? The amazing emotions all these post December 20th visits have brought me. Not to mention Nicole, Aline and Claudia.